Note: emoness (i consider this emo for myself =P) for this post...if you do not want to read, don't read it....
Have no idea what happen to me...actually I have been thinking of this questions for quite some time...What kind of person am I??
Sometimes I felt that I'm just not me when I'm with my friends..whether uni friends / 2nd family / might as well say with my family itself....
Sometimes I might myself felt that I just being fake whenever I'm with them....sigh....
Am I being fake or this is the real me? (I don't know..... -_-)
All I know is I'm a person who will not pick a fight with anyone even though the person really piss me off /I'm in the right... I will just tend not argue with them, not curse in front of them but I will just be quiet and/or just nodded on what they say, or do whatever they want even though I'm right...I will just let the person feel that he/she is on the right instead of me....But due to all these I will rant (those people who piss me off) at friends whom are close to me instead of me screwing them(those people who piss me off) up...which I sometimes felt quite bad as they don't deserve these rantings...mian!
Am I a person who live just to please everyone?? I feel that I'm just pleasing everyone for the sake of making everyone happy.........Am I happy doing all this?? yes, I do but I felt that because of this some people tend to take advantages on me...not sure how true is this but I just feel it...
Sometimes I do talk harshly/impolite to my family....the reason = I don't know why either... T.T Not that I want to talk to them this way, just that...I seriously don't know why.... sigh~
Sometimes I feel that I should stand up on the things which I'm right...but I just can't do it..I don't know why... am I a coward or am I just being ignorant or just being in a whatever attitude which I'm too lazy to argue/fight/quarrel with someone?? I don't know......... -_-
In conclusion, I don't know what kind of person I am........I just don't know -__-
P.S: I'm still owing MAA pictures in my blog...^^;;
1 comment:
well I can say you're normal at least, because everyone goes through the same thing. Well, at least nearly everyone, in various degrees ^^ it's just a phase, and probably will last forever but it'll get easier.. or not.. LOL depending on how you get to know yourself. *hug* don't worry, it's not something bad at least..
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