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Well, I guess the title say it all...I think I have been ignoring a lot of things since that day....

Since the incident, I somehow turn to a person who talk even lesser when comes to certain things (I guess...lol), get frustrated easily, get pissed off easily, and don feel like meeting ppl for this time around preferably being alone......

For me now seeing the 5 boys/monkeys..to me is like..don't know don't care or whatever mood..I guess I just lost interest or I just don't know why (hope is not for long)....somehow since before that day, I have not listen to their songs anymore..and until I don't know when..Not even bothering about their news at all...totally ignoring them...(what is happening man -_-) Is not that I want to ignore them, is just that the more I look at their pictures or their names...my heart just go.........(I don't know what's happening to me)...

After that incident, I somehow planning which will be 80% confirm that I will just concentrate on my studies and enjoy my university life with my friends and maybe just ignore some other things (maybe, I'm just not to sure whether I'm ready to let it go..T^T)...but no matter what...I still want to work in this line...and I think I can see a small little light in front of me...maybe is not my ultimate dream, but is still the part of the dream that I wished for. Thanks to one of my colleague.. =) He somehow showed me the tiny light...lol..


oh well, I think that should be that's all for today.. ^^;;