Result

YAY!! Result for my Industrial Training is out.....and yes, I at least got a freaking A

At least it is able to pull my CGPA up, but my CGPA still sucks wtf... -_-

This final year I have to study freaking real hard to score damn good result to pull up my CGPA T^T



Do keep yourself free on 21st June...venue most probably will be in Klang - my house...lol

Klang or PJ?

oh boy, i'm confused where to have it? Klang or PJ?? >.<

I totally going nuts on choosing the best place for everyone... T_T

Klang side go PJ far...

PJ side go Klang far...

ottoke?!!!

everyone (my friends =P), just try to keep yourself free on 21st June...lol

Final Year T_T

huhuhu... I still can't accpet the fact that I'm in Year 3 now T_______T cause I'm not well-prepare YET.. T_______T
This is happening too fast.... T^T

Suddenly seeing the subjects, the assignmentssss......omg ottoke??!!!! T^T I can forsee I suffer kao kao this year =X

Need to study darn hard for this final year to achieve my dream T_T (which i hope i can T^T)



*happy 'belated' birthday - mel, ah dy and ah piao*

Tagged

Kena tagged by Twinnie ^^;;

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Question Removed: 16. If you could spend a day with anyone who is already dead, who will that person be?


1. At what age do you wish to marry?
after 25. xP

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
South Korea.....if possible around the world..thank you.. xP

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
listening to music...and i don know what some more -_-;;;

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
DUH~~ Yes....money is everything to me right now ^^;;

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
World Peace....

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Are you nuts?? Obviously is a NO -_-

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Loved Ones

8. What is your current mood?
blankness

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
....when will I meet the someone that I love....and if meet, I don't think I will confess also... xP

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
good in singing, sleep early [lol], good in writing fanfics.. ^^

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Respect, loyal, caring, understanding, smart but not too smart [lol], and i don't know what's more...oh....must love me lor...

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers, Liars, Betrayers, fakers (not so lah~)

13. What is your ambition?
Event Manager / PR practitioner(?) - as long is in entertainment industry la..

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
South Korea ^^;;

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Loved ones

16. What is the one thing you will do when is end of the world?
telling my loved ones how much I love them~~ (i know is too late, but yeah~~) T^T

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
attitude bah~~ i don't know, feel like changing everything -_______-

18. What is your idea of relaxation?
wow, good question...i don't even know how..-_-''' , cuz I most of the time is a stressed-out person...yea..wtf rite -_-
hmmm, lying down on a bed, while watching TV / listening to music and reading storybook.. i think that's all..
Hanging out with certain friends, is one of my idea of relaxation as well ^^

19. What will you be doing 10 years from now?
hmm~~married with kids [wonder who is my perfect guy...xD], have a stable & successful career...which obviously I have to work damn hard 1st before having a good life like this.. xP

20. If one day you couldn't do the things that you are used to doing now anymore, how would you feel?
erm, depress [but not the ultimate depress, but a little] / disappointed but I will adapt ^^ (that's me, =P)


*phew finally done* xD

I would like to tag; Yeow, Bear, Mei Cheang, Felshi, Amanda, Christie, Mindy & Eileen..

heartache

After so long, today is the day that we can actually really spazz like fangirls..... We have not been doing this like months!! And I really miss those moments.. T______T
Hope when everything and everyone gets better, we can spazz again on anything......

I think some of us...but I think mostly me, is still not ready to face some of their news yet...sigh~~
Seeing those news, I can feel my heart is tearing apart, and even can make it me cry...too heartache...I think it needs a longer time..which I don't know how long..months maybe..not sure to cure.... haih...


Anyway on happier note, I just watch their upcoming MV preview, and my Bin is SO HOT!!!!




Other than that, SM Ent. came up with another new group..5 guys...and wtf, they are all younger than me again...and even younger than them *points up* -________-
They are SHINEE...
OMG, they reminds me of Big Bang la~~~~
Preview of them




I feel so paedo T__________T *illegal la wey~~~

finally is over...

seriously, omg.,..finally IS OVER!!! *faint*

well, today's event..morning was kinda messy...sigh~~ yea, kena screwed by that fella.....biasa edy....morning event's kena delayed...sigh~~ that's why kena screwed lor..nevermind, tahan~~ post-mortem meeting see la..~~ -_-

and bugger, Uni's staircase curse me izzit?! -_______- wtf, i fell down from staircase AGAIN..this time with heels somemore....wtf..go die -______- and gawd..effing EVERY SEMESTER i sure fell ONCE.....wtf -_________- confirm kena curse edy -__-

Just when my friend nicely tell me, you becareful ar....few seconds later..wtf, I fell -______-
Lucky the heels din broke..and so far my leg still ok la..*touchwood* of course apply oilment edy..

Later that, the IMPORTANT event started, WELL again kena delayed..cuz VIPs arrive late... -_______- so we just practice and rehearse with the freshmen...^^;;;

And, thank gawd, every thing went smoothly...^^ *phew*

Well, this time i wanna give BIG applause to the freshmen...U all memang semangat man..seriously.....*claps*

And also, wanna thank all my helpers, and also the committees and whoever involve before and during and after, thank you very much for all the helps and coordinations and anything you have contribute la..~~~ Seriously THANK YOU~~ *bows* owe u all a meal for my helpers...=P

all i have to face now is 2mr's ice breaking ^^;;...have to lead or guide the freshmen..ottoke..i hope i can do it well ^^;;;


oklar..go to rest and be prepare for 2mr's ice breaking and short interview for work...just try only..lol

Sky of Love

Synopsis:
Sky of Love or Koizora is adapted from an internet fiction which is popular among Japanese teenagers. The story of a highschool girl named Mika who falls in love with her classmate Hiroki. While their love becomes more intimate, Hiroki leaves her without telling the reason. Despairingly, Mika doesn't want to love anyone. Later, she meets a guy named Yu who attempts to make her happy. Mika opens her heart again and starts dating Yu.

Credits: http://www.movieseer.com/


went to Sunway Pyramid and watch this show yesterday...yup..free movie ticket..xD thanks kak bailah... =p

1st time watching movie with them..and we criticize quite a lot..and of course shed tears la..sad movie ma...xD

before watching it....we actually predicted that for sure either the guy or girl will die..and yea..one of them died..I won't tell who, watch yourself =)

But I like the supporting actor or maybe the 2nd lead actor...what's his name again...*thinks* ok..remember liao.. Keisuke Koide ^^ his name in the movie is YU ^^ but as usual sad case for the 2nd lead actor..most of the time though...love the person but can't get the person....sigh~~~he/she will always be the one make the main actor/actress happy and makes them fall in love again when they said, they don't want to love again...^^;; the fate of the 2nd lead actor / actress bah~~ ^^;;

Ok..there is few part of this movie, teaches kids wrong thing -________-
No. 1: don't know who you talking to on phone (stalker, what u doing also him/her knows), but can talk so long and fall in love -_- (ok, maybe this happen in real life too..shall not comment much..^^;;)
No. 2: after dating for i don't know how long...then skip class, go to the guy's house, and have *ehem* and still they are below 18...
No. 3: after the girl kena raped...few days later..have *ehem* again with the guy....guess what at where... School's Library -______________________- and got pregnant......

I think should be that's all for those teaches kids/people wrong thing -_-

By the way, the lines are super cheesy wey~~~ cheesey..I will be your river la, sky la, sea la...^^;;; and also..

Girl: how did you find me?
Guy: The Power of Love...... ^^;;;

But overall, is a okay movie la..as usual those typical movie lor..Love but cannot be together physically cause one of them will die -____________-

pissed -_-

ARGH!!!!
CAN U ALL STOP CHANGING THE FCUKING PLAN AR?!!!!! damn it! -_-

YAH!!!! stupid fella, at first say 3 person on stage..dah lah stupid enough...and even lagi stupid thing is Sub-Comm (which is me-Mass Call Manager) sit on stage...and my superior (RCM Manager - chairperson of this event) go sit down the stage...logic kah?! =.= but is okay, this settle edy...

And we fcuking arrange the chair nicely edy...and now u come telling me, changes of the plan again and emcee script also change....wtf.......I know event Tuesday, but still...HELLO?! 2mr till Monday, U all not working hooorrrrr.....How am I going there to settle??? STILL HAVE TO WAIT ON THAT DAY RITE?! =.=

and on that day event start what time? 8.30am and the committees have to be there 7am sharp which suppose too...this i'm okay...suddenly with SOOOOOOOOOOOOO many changes and things to do..U think I dare to go at 7am SHARP ar .... -________-
Event screw up who kena?? of course me la...cuz the event i handle is the MOST FORMAL event with ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the VIPS there ma...ciskek =.=..I don't mind doing this..but with the last minute things...is freaking piss me off -____________-

I just effing hope everything will go well on that day..SERIOUSLY...I'm not giving high expectation as I came in late and helpers/emcees are all last minute (still wanna thank all of you who is helping us up for this event, seriously THANK YOU, without you, I don't think I can do this much)..as in I didn't prepare much/way earlier cuz I'm in training, if I plan from the beginning, my expectation is damn high edy -_-

Just nicely, when all these came in my mind, another email just shoot me T_T... I'm not being piss or what...is just, I don't know what to say T_T until Ah Piao helped me *hugs* I know how you feel also Ah Piao........you too hwaiting, I pissed for you too, angry for you too...... *hugs*
Thank you Ah Piao~~~~~~ *loves*


Ok..that's all with my rant -___________-

my laptop~~

huhuhu..... I'm missing my lappie....

been send to service today, and will only be back next weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek..ottoke!!! T_____________T

cilaka those people who created virus, my si thumbdrive affected by the virus and I accidentally click on the web page..and voila..I got the virus.. maddaeffer -_-
And they even nicely said "VIRUS ACTIVATED, sleep in peace..." wtf..go die la -_-
But thank gawd, all my things have been transfer to D drive ^^;;; all my precious pictures, videos, musics, important documents... are safe..*i hope*

You cikai virus better don go kacau those files.. if not... &$%&##!#$%^&*@

So now I shall pray that, once my laptop is back, hope the screen has no more colourful lines, it will not always appear beautiful colour screen..and works properly....

Therefore, I don't think I can keep using Internet...

Oh boy...I need to do design things for the Orientation thingy =.= *if only is my lappie* -________________-

fear, pissed, heartache

These are the feelings I'm facing everyday.
AND it is not only base on one matter, but A LOT.. wtf.. -_-

I seriously do not know where to start!

Ever since that day, I have the fear of answering unknown numbers, reading emails, meeting people, hanging out... ARGH! My heart n mind seriously cannot take it anymore.... T_T I've been telling myself everyday that everything will be just fine, but guess what, is just a LIE... *stabs heart* I do not know what to say and face anymore for these...T_T Not only me, but others too...I can't stand seeing them being into these as well..I seriously can't think anymore... I don't know to still care about that person, or just forget about this (which I know it will never happen)......I just want everyone of us to move on after all these T_______T

I don't even know how to seek for advice from parents T____________T *stab self again*

Trust....this word I don't think it can appear in my dictionary for a moment..Not that I don't trust anyone...is just that I don't know how to trust some things...having so many different things going on, I don't know what to trust moreover I think I don't know do I trust myself.....T_T

This matter is not over, another thing came up...and I fcuking hate last minutes confirmation and notices....SERIOUSLY! I can't even imagine what will happen tomorrow, 15th May 2008 and even 20th May 2008 (which is the actual day), I SERIOUSLY cannot even imagine THAT!!! Been searching for people to help out for this, and still fail, cause most of them are on vacations or went back to hometown (which I understand A LOT) and some things also can't move yet, cause some things aren't confirm YET! How to move on?! Will be having meeting tomorrow, which I HOPE can get everything done and I can settle 70% of it for tomorrow, and 15th May 2008, will just face the yelling if I have yet to get people. T_T *wish me luck*

I shall attempt to do some things and go to bed and face tomorrow with trauma again~ -_-

~praying real hard that everything will just over~ T^T

new skin and new things =.=

YAY! finally new skin...LOL

no more black colour...ya bah~~

Yellow colour this time -____-
Soon, I will choose for the skin which is apple green, white or red..muahahahaha =.=

ok..i have lotsa things to buy...after I take my salary~~

1. Sunglasses
2. PC Service & External hard disk
3. Car Service (pending)
4. Contact Lenses
5. 2nd hand Samsung flip phone.. lol...slowly~~
6. Clothes
7. Heels
8. SS501 things...lalala

*wonder do I have enough money*

and I can't think for now

Graphics^^

Graphics for this post..^^
not much though..
but, I was too stress up till I did some banners, avatars, wallpapers to release my stress...LOL
And also I still need to finish clearing my room and vacuum my car.. aiks

anyway here goes the graphics..~still adding more soon~
and yup, changing skin later or tomorrow afternoon or night..haha...

SS501



SuJu-M




So far that's all... XD

Image Credits; Quainte, Flawless and Yahoo
Font Credits; i can't remember T_T

New Skin-Care Products with Natural Ingredients

This topic caught my attention today in Yahoo page.. ^^
Oh well, every girls or I can say everyone wants to have a nice and beautiful skin right?? ^^
Here are some tips from Yahoo / Real Simple.... ^^

New Skin-Care Products with Natural Ingredients

Pomegranate


The hundreds of ruby-colored seeds inside pomegranates were once thought to symbolize fertility, and given the fruit's proven powers as a strong antioxidant, it has given birth to a huge number of products, including designer juice and high-end skin-care creams.
The pomegranate's power comes from ellagic acid, a type of polyphenol, which is an antioxidant found in red wine and green tea. Antioxidants seek out and neutralize cell-damaging free radicals that come from the environment (pollution, UV rays) and from the body's natural aging process. Ellagic acid has been shown in some studies to neutralize free radicals more effectively than the other polyphenols found in green tea and red wine. It's also more stable in skin-care products than some other antioxidants, like vitamin C, which can lose potency when exposed to light and air.

(hmm, never heard of this, or maybe I ate it before, I just don't know..haha)


Grapefruit


Grapefruit was grown purely as an ornamental fruit. Rarely eaten, it was known only for its looks - an interesting harbinger of its modern-day promise to improve ours.
A 2005 study by the Smell & Taste Treatment and Research Foundation, in Chicago, showed that the scent of grapefruit on women made them seem an average of six years younger to men. Grapefruit's main use in skin care, however, is as a citric acid. Like any alpha hydroxy acid, citric acid loosens the bonds between skin cells, allowing dead ones to fall away, revealing smoother, more radiant skin.

(heard of it, and I think that I ate it before too =.=, oh well, shall take note of this)


Mushroom


Mushrooms have long been used in Asian cultures as remedies for everything from low energy to cancer.
The extract of several Japanese mushrooms has been shown to reduce inflammation, which can affect collagen in the skin and contribute to changes associated with aging, such as the appearance of fine lines. Reducing that inflammation keeps skin cells vital and functioning and also suppresses irritation so that other active ingredients, like antioxidants, can do their jobs.
Shiitake mushrooms have multifaceted benefits for the skin. They contain antioxidants that block proteins known to cause cell breakdown; they provide chemical exfoliation; and they also contain kojic acid, which has a lightening effect on age spots and discoloration, making skin appear brighter over time.

(wow, didn't know mushroom can be THIS good ^^, shall eat more mushroom now..lolx)


Pumpkin


Despite its prevalence in favorite sweets, such as pies and muffins, pumpkin is quite acidic. And the enzymes in pumpkin act like salicylic acids, chemical exfoliants that encourage skin cells to turn over more rapidly.
Pumpkin is also a carotenoid, a derivative of vitamin A, which is indicated by its orange color, and that makes it an antioxidant in addition to having exfoliating properties.
Pumpkin seeds are a good source of zinc and have been used as a natural remedy for acne. Studies show that zinc has an effect similar to that of the common antibiotic tetracycline.

(oh boy, I don't like pumpkin T.T)


Bamboo


Bamboo is one hardy plant. Not only is it one of the fastest-growing plants on earth (some species grow more than three feet a day) but its strength and sustainability have also made it a favorite of architects looking for environmentally friendly building materials.
Although the Chinese have used bamboo for centuries (the hardened secretion from the stalks has been taken internally to treat asthma), its popularity is only now growing in the United States. Bamboo pulp is being woven into fabric that retains antibacterial qualities even after it is washed. And in skin care, finely milled bamboo powder is used as an exfoliant in cleansers and scrubs. The smooth bamboo particles are less harsh than the scraggly, uneven grains made from salt and nuts, making it safer and less irritating to sensitive skin.

(wow, didn't Bamboo is THIS good...)

Credits: Yahoo
Source: RealSimple.com

Hmm, I think I should take some of it..actually all of them are ok with him, is only the pumpkin T.T

So, those who read this, hope it helps you ^.^

If you want to know more about what is good for your life (LOL) go to www.realsimple.com

Happy reading everyone ^^